Lizzie

2006-02-16T15:57:00.000-08:00

i dont wanna blog anymore.

2006-02-10T19:39:00.000-08:00

WHOS GONNA BE MY VALENTINE ? (:

2006-02-10T17:14:00.000-08:00

today kenna booked by prefect for eating in class . -_-!"someone had to go and tell the prefect lah . that person is dam heartless pls . PIAKK THAT PERSON'S FACE . i know who it is . AND YOU SHOULD FEEL GUILTY . val , jace and me were like BOOKED . wtf .

anyway . met mx afta sch cause she gonna collect her os so yeahh . jon just told me he CONFIRMED in tjc but he never tell me how much he got . sy and moss havent reply my msg yet . POO . hee . BUT WHATEVER YOU'RE GOT MUST JIO ME OUT HORR . YOU ALL PROMISED DER .

dramadramadrama . MS LEE JUST ROCKS . shes such a nice teacher . hehe . and drama is like fun . (: and can you actually believe i know a girl with the same surname , cca , chinese class , birth mth as me ? HER NAME IS KIMBERLY RACHEL TEH YU LI . how cool is that ?

whee . actually i like avondale high's uni . ITS LIKE COOL . so IM GONNA GO NZ . i hate hate hate it here . so ... STRESSING . GAHH . ip is like a whole bunch of shit . and my dad looks down on poly-goers . I DEFINITELY DONT WANNA GO JC .

DEANDEANDEAN . HOW COULD SHE GET KICKED OUT . she sang so nice . I CRIED LAH . POO . then like now my hand is receiving the blow . IVE BEEN SCRIBBLING HER NAME ALL OVER MY HAND . wahaha . and ive just counted . ITS MORE THAN CHENGXI'S . WOW . haha . if she dont get in to the revival rd im not gonna watch alr . the rest not nice lahh . DEANDEANDEAN !!!!!!!!!

2006-02-05T20:11:00.000-08:00

heyy. (:
okay just came back from cny visiting with the youth . actually i came back like ard 5++ ? hahas . i have like no idea pls ! anyway . we went to xiuting , xinling and marcus' hse . and like had tons of fun . ((: at xiuting's hse me and sheryl went on like a crazy phototaking binge can . its like we took dao photos . act cute ones . sexayye ones . orange ones . paikiahh ones . and so much more lahh . (: then i talked to josh etc . HE CLAIMS HIS LEG IS SHINAYYEE . ((: haha . well actually it is lah . =) then we went to xinling's hse . and like spent alot of time there hanging . exploring the hse . and just sitting ard . i was bored ? so i just looked at josh's hair . and I SAW A WHITE HAIR OKAY . so i pulled it ? and then i realised it was BLACK . OOPS . -_-"! and then its like mx saw THE WHITE HAIR and successfully pulled it . argh . paiseh can . then we went to marcus' hse . then josh left . and i went to talk to gracia cause we were like EXTRA bored . so we mainly talked lots of crap ? but like it was good lah . have fellowship with my dear LTP . then she left . ): so i decided i wanted to leave too . yweeern then ESCORTED me home . NICE YWEEERN . ((: thanks . tml got school wor . HECKK . dont feel like going ? im tired ? i wanna sleep ?? is that a reasonable excuse ? dam . i dont think so . hais . well ...

LOVING YOU ISNT REALLY SOMETHING I SHOULD DO .

2006-02-03T18:31:00.000-08:00

weijun has been seriously RETARDED pls ! goshh . so .. WEIJUN SHUT UP ! (: SHAWN IS CUTER THAN YUUUUUU . TEEHEE .

anyway . im in drama . good or bad ? we'll see about it .

im like 1/8 thru my fan fic . BUT THE F-ING COMPUTER IS NOT LETTING ME DO CHPT 3 ! haiss . its all abt love , fate and a bunch of wholesome crapp . hahas . BUT ITS NICE OKAY . i dreamt about it . so TADAAA . im gonna write/type it out .

anyway . on monday i watched coyote ugly and i love "right kind of wrong" even thought it isnt the main song and all .. BUT WHO CARES! i love it . but the show is really nice ah . its like very touching and very mushy but the guy(adam garcia) is CUTE . he also acted in drive me crazy . i tell yu all his shows are always pushed to the 10-12midnight . BUT I ALWAYS WATCH THEM . (:

ytd jeanette approached me . and she asked whether i felt the pressure of sec sch and i could see tears in her eyes okay ! poor thing . and we talked for like the whole recess abt how we're feeling abt sec sch and all . thats when i realised that while i was disillusioned to thinking that i was the only one feeling like bullshit in tkgs caused i admit i had a dam hard time adapting . infact both me and jeanette actually felt sucidical at one point in time . but not anymore lah . cause we've got each other and so much more .

today was the health checkup . haha . i actually got scared by some idiot into thinking that i had to strip off like EVERYTHING . i was so freaked out i didnt want to go for the checkup ! hahas . ): but then luckily only had to take off the pe tee . WHEWW . if me and siti both agreed that if they made us take our pants off we would box them . ((:

CHINESE!! i finally DONT UNDERSTAND a single thing going on in class !! AMAZING . i actually spend lessons sleeping ! how cool is that !!! HAHAS . gonna flunk humanities , science , chinese and possibly d&t so im probably gonna hafta change sch ? damai preferbly . then i can accompany percyJIE . ((:

anyways . mummy is coming down with the flu . POO . GET WELL MUMSYYY . (:

i just saw siaw ee's name on msn : 1e7 is falling apart . POO . thats not true . 1/7 IS UNITED .(well thats what i think) and we're angels in heaven; HEAVEN IS ONE;SEVEN !!(izza:KICKAPOO!!)(me:posarcasarcaPO!) ((:

*babayyye yur the right kind of wrong . (:

2006-01-26T20:26:00.000-08:00

im sorry . i should have taken better care of myself okay . see laas . i fell sick . then yu sound so worried for me okay . ): must also take care of yurself . HUGHUG . ((:

ilu**

2006-01-22T10:13:00.000-08:00

SEVEN QUALITIES I WANT IN A POTENTIAL BOYFRIEND :
1. Christian
2. True to me :D
3. Says the right thing at the right time .
4. NOT A DUMBDUMB . (((:
5. LOVES ME (DUHH!)
6. we can actually TALK about something !
7. DOES NOT HAVE FAKKE AHBENG HAIR .

SEVEN THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
1. BAD HAIR DAYS
2. gangsters with really FAKE hair
3. scary scary shows
4. ...
5. ...
6. ...
7. ...

SEVEN RANDOM SONGS:
1.Catch Your Wave , Click 5
2.Who I Am Hates Who I've Been , Relient K
3.Zai Yi Ci Yong You , Gong Shi Jia
4.Shan Hu Hai , Jay Chou
5.Why Can't I , Liz Phair
6.Britney , Busted
7.Hallelujah , CCC Youth

SEVEN THINGS I LIKE MOST:
1.SLEEP . OH GLORIOUS SLEEP ! =D
2.FOOD . OH GLORIOUS FOOD !!!
3.neoprints
4.KANGCHENGXI!!!! (waitt - he isnt a THING)
5.chocolate
6.HUGGS .
7.SLEEPPPPPP

SEVEN IMPORTANT THINGS IN MY BEDROOM:
1.BED!!!
2.COMPUTER!!!
3.that highly reatrded photo of me and audrey
4.my cdplayer-cum-radio
5.OXYGEN !
6.BOLSTERRR
7.PILLOWWWWW

SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME:
1.I I LOVE CHENG XI FROM STARIDOL !!
2.I LOVE YUYANG FROM CAMPUS !
3.I LOVE YIYUAN AND SAMUEL FROM CAMPUS TOO !
4.i want YU . (:
5.I LOVED MERYL'S HAIR(before the "lobang") LOL
6.i miss my daughter pls ! they had to freaking transfer her to 1/8! WTFWTF
7.i love lime green,purple,orange,bright yellow,black . (:

SEVEN THINGS I PLAN TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
1.be in yur embrace .
2.chengxi . yuyang . yiyuan . samuel . ((:
3.get something really exxx and nice $$$$$
4.eat to my heart's content .
5.confess that i truly forgive *HIM
6.do something dam meaningful
7.HUGS !

SEVEN THINGS I CAN DO:
1.play the guitar
2.play the drums
3.imitate PATHETIC WANNABES
4.study
5.WORSHIP GOD !!
6.BREATHE ..
7.LOVEEEE(:

SEVEN THINGS I SAY MOST:
1.WTH !
2.WTF !
3.SHIT!
4. .... PLS!!
5. ... CAN !
6. LOVE YU LAA
7.FOOK OFF PLS

SEVEN CELBRITY CRUSHES:
1.KANG CHENG XI !!! (hes so hot pls !)
2.YU YANG !!!
3.YIYUAN !!
4.SAMUEL !!
5.oliver james
6.nathan hartono . >.<"

SEVEN PPL I WANT TO DO THIS:
1.anyone
2.laas
3.yu
4.wanna
5.do
6.then
7.do

2006-01-19T18:24:00.000-08:00

im secretary in class com . HAHAS . NABILAAAAA YUR CLASS CHAIRMAN !!!! anyway , i actually got shortlisted for the drama . so maybe i might join . then .. NO CONTACTS !! &^#%&^%^ #% %&^%^&%^$^%$^% anyway . I HATE THAT FREAKING TKSS IDIOT FROM 4E . ARGHHH . stupid JI TUI !!! (or whatever it is) 1/7 just rocks pls . (: oh man . stop appearing once i finally think my feelings for yu are over . cause that just makes me fall for yu all over again .

I THINK I LOVE YU .

2006-01-14T17:09:00.000-08:00

today was cca promo day . i think my three choices are gonna be netball . basketball . drama . IN THAT ORDER . (: hahas . we went to the different cca booths and yeahh . i have a liking for BALLS . (okayy . that sounds dam perverted . ) tennis too . but i prefer netball and basketball . so yeahh . then after that i went to wait fer meryl to finish clearing the netball booth and all . then meryl , broc , sylvia and i went to bedok interchange to eat at macs . then we went to the library . I LOST WEIGHT !! (((((((: hahas . im tired pls . i wanna slp . not gonna go church today . aww . ):

I HART MY FOOK FISH .

2006-01-09T19:58:00.000-08:00

I LOVE AMELIAAAAAA !!!!!! hahas . she gave me chokklates . HER POOR RYLRYL IS SICK . ): shes gonna join supaband with her 16 year old soft toy for me okayy . LOL . anyway . the choir audition was HARD . im gonna hafta join NPCC man . (: which is gudd . CANCAN !! me dory jiahui claudine and VAL were doing the BUTT cancan during orientation camp . FUNN laas . hahas . gonna watch campus superstar ! BYE .

2006-01-05T20:09:00.000-08:00

today is .. lemme see . ahhs . the THIRD day of sch . and i've made FRIENDS ! hahas . not lonely anymore ! (: miss chan S H and mdm alena are 1/7's FMs . and they're NICE . fyi . i am IN 1/7 ! cool yeahhs ! valerie is PRETTAYYE ! (((: that tallie laas she ! i feel so short around shurui , her and amanda !! aiyoo . for the past two days we've been staying back fer class BONDING sessions . but i dont really feel like im adapting . wanna go cch(M) actually . haiyoo . shurui also wanna go . but xt says i'll like TKGS so i'll BELIEVE her ! ((: eva called me on the first day of sch .. I MISS HER SO MUCH . SO MUCH that i cried .. i just miss her . MY LIL AH MAHH !! oh shit . PMS laas . ):

2006-01-02T14:23:00.000-08:00

30/12
went for thanksgiving service at church at 5pm . had my membership confirmation there . then had sharing and all that .. etc . then kenneth , mx , sheryl (PO!) , sally ,the twins , patrick , xiaotian , anthea , marcus , grace and me went to siglap centre to have supper . then the twins , patrick , anthea and kenneth decided to go to cafe cartel while the rest of us were a bit reluctant to go cartel . then josh , jx and ywee ern came . so we decided go macs betta . then xt and sheryl had to leave cause xt's dad was calling them to go hm . josh sponsered me to part of the happy meal . (: then me , mx , sally , minzhi and grace went bak to mz and mx's hse fer the sleepover . mx , sally , me and grace stayed up until 4am . hahas . veh fun . as joshua would say : we had pillowfights and girltalk in our pjs ! hahas .

31/12
we all woke up at 7am . and then we got ready to go to church . after church some of the yuff went to sumo hse . then we went yweeern's hse and yeahh had lots of fun ..

i CAN wait for sch to start . ((:

2005-12-31T13:10:00.000-08:00

i feel so fake nowadays . really . like im living a lie . in that possible sense . everyone just acting to keep their lives GOING . but then again .. God shows me the way . He brings me a better day . we're all just a bunch of cheapp FAKEOS . so STOP ACTING ALREADY . yu cut yur wrists to gain my sympathy .. HAIYOO . pain a not ?? (: my dreams are getting weird these days .. yeahhs . i've been thinking .. i havent shed a single blardyy tear abt primary sch and all . am i heartless ? (like the stupid woman at the junction to heeran called me when i refused to buy her tissue paper) i dunno . really . my feelings are out of sorts lately .. so yeahhs . dunno what to do now really . and whats more i have my sec sch stuff . stressing mann . i just wanna fly away to nz where life isnt so stressful . so laidback . NICE . shiok . ((: aww . junwei is not going to church today . sad lers . really wanted him to come ..

2005-12-25T11:39:00.000-08:00

baptism is over . im getting the cold . oh mann . hahas . STUPID JOSIAH . I SO DONT LIKE LUCAS LERS . dont put words up in my mouth . grr . went carolling . MY LAO AH GONG WENT ALONG TOO !!! so happy . ((: so did my LAO TAI PO AHS !!! so happy can . ((: and i totally FORGOT to BISH my lao ah gong fer not watching last wks star idol . and he reminded me only TODAY . so grrrr . hahas . jingxiong owes me coke with lime . teehee . yeapps . oh mann . carolling was funn . especially "5GOLDEN RINGS !!!" hahahahahs . suppaaaa funny . (((: oh mann . JOY IS JUST CHIOOH . shes gonna be one prettayye laydee when she grows up . masaki is so cute ahs . heehees . LOL .

LOVE MY AH GONG AND TAI PO MANY MANY .
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL YU GUYS OUT THERE !!!!

2005-12-22T13:00:00.000-08:00

CHENG XI GOT IN !!!!!! WHOOTS . me and grace like voted for him 14 times cause we were so damn freaking scared that he will be kicked out . hahas . i cried a bit cause i was so scared . then CHENG XI GOT IN !!!!!! and i cried again cause i was so happy . hahas . he is so shuai can . oh my oh my . ((((: just came back from sch . i got tkgs . ((: so tmr must go to tkgs at 8.30am !!!!!! gonna be so tough laas . cause today i woke up at 10am and completely ignored the alarm set to 9am . hahas . so i was a bit late to receive the posting results . teehee . and isaac is a barkerian !!!!!! hehes . so cool . haahaas . and i saw sheryl ! so i did that big wave thing to her . teehee .

2005-12-21T15:58:00.000-08:00

star idol is tonight . veh scared . maybey he might not get in . how lehhs ??

LAO TAI PO 2 .
<3>

2005-12-21T00:57:00.000-08:00

yesterday went with koko and sarah to parkwayy to buy stuffs . oh my oh my . koko is so nice can . cause we went to isetan to buy some stuffs for sarah then we went to that swimming costume shop on the same lvl and she bought me a new swimming costume . veh nice ! i bought an orange bolero . 2 blakk racers and a white one . a pair of hipster jeans . pynkk collared tee . and k0ko paid fer it all . so i didnt need to spend a single cent . i felt so bad . then we went to sakae sushi to eattt . then we went to mph and bossini to buy christmas pressies fer my brothers . ((: then we went bak to their hse and i watched perfect man . so funny can . hahas . my daaling shelia meii must come to church on the 24th . she absolutely must come . my lil skinny gurl . HAHAS . im out of sorts these few days . oh wells . when all i had to do was turn to God ......

2005-12-18T06:04:00.000-08:00

nothing beats the one yu had the most trust in calling yu a slut . now that just sucks . i saw yu with that girl . wow . it has only been two freaking days . and yet yu got over it so fast . but im cool . im happy to see that yu are so happy with her . hope yu will be when im with a guy i love a lot too . after all that we've been thru . i know we're cool .

2005-12-16T21:57:00.000-08:00

just came bak from orchard . fun fun . hahas . but because of this fun outing i didnt go out with edwardO or amanda chan , jolyn and fawn . first we met at somerset mrt at 1pm . but i reached there at 12.30pm . so early laas . somemore no one was even there yet . so i took the newspprs and started reading . then sally and lisha came at 1pm exactly . but nobody else was there so we waited . then mx , gracia and xiao tian came . then we walked to cine to book tix to watch pride and prejudice at 2.55pm . then we went to eat at the food court , meeting grace and kenneth on our way there . me and lisha shared the chocolate pancake for $2 . but before we bought it mx , lisha and i went to play with those toy vendiing machines . lisha got the blue teapot and mx that lucky pig got the green one . SO CUTE CAN . then we went bak to out seats and ate . after that lisha and kenneth went on a toy vending machine spree . (: she got two white teapots so she gave me one . hahas . after that we went to the cinemas and met joshua there and when we were about to go in grace saw chengxi !! but i missed him . i was so sad can . *cries* pride and perjudice veh funny . hahas . we went to subway so that joshua could eat his lunch . (: then xiao tian , gracia , mx , joshua and grace went bak hm . while me , kenneth and lisha did CHRISTMAS SHOPPING . (((((: and they bought me havaianas slippers . ORANGE ONES . :))) we also bought mingzhang and gracia 's presents . then we went to the neoprint area in heeran and we entered the booths and took pics using kenneth's camera cause we were broke . it was so retarded but veh fun . hahas . then we walked to wisma atria to shop at topshop . but nothing was actually within our budget .then we walked to the mrt . and lisha took a different mrt from me and kenneth . kenneth so nice . he walked me home . hahas . then we wrapped gracia's present and we talked a bit before his mum came to fetch him . hais . today is a NICE day . :))))

2005-12-13T12:26:00.000-08:00

went out with debs yesterday . we went to far east plaza but the stuff there wasnt really that nice . so we didnt buy anything . then we walked to wisma atria and we went into the face shop to buy my nail polish but they didnt have the clear and white one so i didn buy . we went into isetan to look for my slippers but they didn sell any . so we went to taka . we went to those drink shops . i bought grape red tea with aloe vera and debs bought some chocolate shake with chocolate bits and pearls . it was a bit to chocolatey for me .then we just walked around and i saw william lawandi from star idol . he actually has veh bad complexion laas . then not as tall as he looks on tv . i was a bit sad laas . cause i wanted to see chengxi . then we walked to heeran and this girl approached us at the traffic light . she ask us to buy this friggin $10 pepsi keychain . and we were like : uhhs . we're broke laas . carnt buy . " then she started shouting at us saying she lost her handphone and all that crap . and we were so paiseh can . waste our time somemore . argh . then we went to heeran . we went into hmv to look at some cds . and then we walked around to do some window shopping . we went to the slippers shop and i wanted to buy the havaianas slippers . but decided to buy it on thurs when i go out with grace and isaac . then we took mrt and bus bak to deb's hse . she went to sleep after we came bak so i went on the computer . just to kill time . (: then we went to komala vilas . the food there is NICE . then we shopped a bit at mustafa . but i didn buy anything . so it was just window shopping for me . HAHA .

LOVE-

2005-12-11T20:13:00.000-08:00

yesterday went to church . so early can ? only 3.30pm . it was like EMPTY . then the omb practice laas . while i qingsong . sit on the couch and stone . haha . then uncle ben asked me to be the LCD person . so sian can . then i saw jingxiong enter . HIS HAIR IS CHAO COOL CAN ??? like mohawk laaas . then his t-shirt .. wow . he was HOT . almost as hot as chengxi . LOL . but he left for his family dinner . aww . i wanted to tease him about his hotness . (: then yadayada . things were like the usual . then i went hm . and I TEASED JX VIA SMS ABOUT HIS HOTNESS . haha . so stupid laas . but i was dam sian . so i tease him lers . and HE OWES ME A BIRTHDAY PRESENT !!!! haha . wahs . then today david woke me up at 6.30am !! its like i carnt even get my beauty sleep of 8hrs laas . then must go church AGAIN . haiz . so when we reach there i sat outside at those couches and read or else,the lightning god by catherine lim . nice . :)) then i finally entered the hall . MX CAME . so she ask me backup sing with her . haahaas . so i guai what listen to her and backup sang ! so funn :)))) then after that we had the last baptism class . very relieved its over laas . then 24th gonna get baptised !! WOOHOO . later my family went to tampines mall . and i bought my converse bag FINALLY . its like so taxing can . wanted this bag for so long but carnt find . haha . then we went bak home cause koko, uncle raimi, sarah and adam were coming . I LOVE KOKO . she bought me the busted cd and the pussycat dolls cd !!!!! she so rocks can . love her so much . haha . now grace is telling me that isaac likes me . haha . thats cool . i got a guy who is my age crushing on me . LOL . now if only he was taller ...

2005-12-08T16:00:00.000-08:00

Follow the rules below and answer the questions:

1. State the gender of your ideal partner
male . duhh . im not like lesbian yu know .

2. State the 8 conditions of your ideal partner
-christian .
-ahbengg . haha . BUT doesnt type like this: ii bERrii SaD NeHHs .
-nice personality .
-fairly good-looking . (looks like chengxi is a plus point)
-laugh a lot .
-nicely tanned .
-rich ? HAHAHAHAH . (:
-MUST LOVE ME OH-SO-MUCH !!

3. Tag 8 people to answer this dumbass question
seemingly sian ppl like ME ! :))))) LOL

2005-12-08T14:21:00.000-08:00

cut my fringe . i look even more ahlian now la . haha . last night i watch star idol . then i was so excited can . cause i THOUGHT cheng xi gonna appear last night . so i wait for them to introduce all . and then . NO CHENG XI . so cheat my feelings can . but then i nvm la . just watch cause got leanne and cheryl inside . everybody was good except for garette and jacqueline . in case yu guys didn know . i just simple HATE garette's face . so e-xin can . yukk . then i waited for the results . then zao gao . cheryl and terence got kicked out . so sad okay . i felt like crying lor . yu should have seen their faces . they look like as if the world about to end liddat . so sad . STUPID GARETTE . UGH . YU AND YUR E-XIN FACE . but the good news is CHENG XI APPEARED LATER WHEN THEY WENT BACKSTAGE . he was wearing all black . SO SHUAI CAN . haha .i havent seen cheng xi act for 2 wks . goodness . ive made a resolution for next year . not to be a quitter . cause now im quitting something . that really meant a lot of importance to me . but now it means pressure . malu . severe chiding . i just hate it . its not fun anymore . ugh . mummy and papa agree that i should quit .

2005-12-05T18:12:00.000-08:00

2005 STAR AWARDS SUCKED . not only did julian hee NOT win the best newcomer . but IVY LEE and ADRIAN PANG werent even in the TOP 10 . NOW WHERE IS THE JUSTICE IN THAT !??? we have stupid ppl voting for ruien and joanne peh !??!! so shit can . ERVHAXHABXIUIUAHSFYUSFSYAU . boy am i freaking pissed . the only good part was AUDREY . ahahaha . but that lucky pig actually took pics with JULIAN . yes JULIAN HEE . argh . ahahahahaha . ohwells . i have absolutely NOTHING to say about the rest of the awards and all that crap except . ZHOU XUN LOOKED SWELL CHIOH . ahahaha . so petite !!! goodness .

i have learnt something new today : nobody brings there bag into the toilet while having tuition . (:
so next time . if yu see yur crush in another tuition class . and 5mins later . hes gone . check if his bag is there . if not . he might be in the toilet when all that time yu thought he had taken a taxi hm . HAHAH . (:

2005-12-04T16:01:00.000-08:00

got tagged by tim . stupuid . aha .

RULES OF THE GAME:
1. Post five weird/random stuffs about yourself
2. At the end of your post, list the names of 5 people who you want next to do this
3. Leave a comment "you are tagged" in their blog and tell them to read your blog for rules5 weird/random stuffs about me:
1. i love black nail polish !!!!
2. robert pattinson is MINE .
3. im oh-so-fair . LOL
4. yu get me irritated . i'll kick yur ass . or make yu feel so guilty . yu'll never be able to face me again . AHA .
5. HELGA PATAKI (hey arnold!) is my ROLE MODEL .
Next 5 people to do this quiz:
1.Josiah .
2.Grace CHUA .
3.Suzie .
4.Honami .
5.EDWARD !!! AHAHAHAH . I SHANT LET YU OFF !!!!!!!

there . done it . shit . the nail polish is coming off . gonna have to buy a new bottle . oh wells . (:

2005-12-02T19:25:00.000-08:00

chiangmai was SUPERB . all because i went to the night market which i didn feel like going to the last time . so anyway . i bought 2 (fake)billabong tees and this nicee pink flowy skirt . haha . the dim sum was FANTASTIC . ahahaha . and the seafood ... ahhhh . nice nice nice . so wonderful this trip . hahah .

just came back from orchard . went out with grace , sally , kenneth , abel , jingxiong , matthias . xiuting watched aeon flux . then during the movie i sat next to kenneth and grace . then i kept on talking to kenneth so grace felt a bit left out . cause she was sitting next to abel and she doesnt like talk to him . then the cheese from the nacho spilt all over my skirt . so freaking pissed can . but lucky i cleared it so the stain is like not there . aeon flux is nice . i liked it . boiling down to the fact that life has to be lived to its fullest cause yu only live once . also about soul mates . later we went out of the cinema only to have me and kenneth running bak in looking for that icon inder our seat ... but cannot find lahh . so we looked like complete idiots running bak in . later we went to the food court but jingxiong had to leave early . i dun think he was that .. comfortable during the whole thing actually . poor guy . oh wells . then the guys and xiuting bought food . and after that matthias and xiuting left . we then went to popular in orchard mrt . bought my clean color pens and some of the stuff for the mission trip . then sally had this talk with kenneth about the urgency of the mission trip .and it lasted for 40mins (abel counted ) it was such a heated conversation that they looked like a couple on the verge of breaking up . when that ended we went hm . and me and kenneth took the same mrt . we got off at raffles place . and somehow took a train to TANJONG PAGAR . when we're headed to KEMBANGAN . so retarded . then finally we got on the right train and we talked a bit about the church and stuff . tomorrow im playing drums for worship . really praying that i will do a good job to glorify Him .

AND TODAYS MY BIRTHDAY . HAHAHHAHAHA .

2005-11-26T13:52:00.000-08:00

yesterday . so funn . i met eva in school after passing up my option form for sec schs . then i walk with her to parkway . we waited for carmen . but she wasnt there so we called daphne for her number cause i never bring my phone . so yeah . then number not in use . so we thought maybey she willl be a bit late so we went chamelon and i bought 2 hairbands . both different shades of pink . then we went back to the benches near the ice cream stand . then we waited until 1.30 so we took a walk again . this time to charles and keith . i wanted to buy the really nice heels . so nice siah . haha . then we went bak . she wasnt there so we thought maybey she not coming . then we went up to pasta mania to eat . we ordered the beef spaghetti . supa nice . but before it came we called daphne one more time to check her number . true enough we got it wrong so we called . and she was at the benches at MOS BURGER . so we waited for her . then she ordered the beef pasta . and me and carmen took turns pissing eva off by adding lots of cheese . until we finished the whole bottle of parmesan cheese . so funny can . then after that we went e-zone . played the car racing game . eva was the winner lah . we went to minitoons and bought sweets . but then carmen realised her wallet was gone . so we searched e-zone also carnt find . so we thought maybey that guy who checked to tokens stole it . cause he and that girl was guiguisuisui one . but we had no concrete evidence so we decided never mind . then we walked around a bit . here and there . but didnt get any fabulous buys . at 3.30 we went out different ways . then i waited for papa at the taxi stand but before he came i was just sitting there and three ahbengs i think most likely sec sch .came up to me and said : xiao jie . can share with me yur sweets ?(cuz i was eating my sweets for minitoons) and i just gave them the disgusting orange flavoured ones . they got it then they were so delighted can. and the short one was blushing . then they were all thanking me . and i was like bu ke qi . they walked off . papa came and we went expo . he bought me my blakk creative zen nano plus . haha . so happy can . finally got mp3 . then later at night i watched survivor . gary got the boot . so shit ok . it should be stephenie . i so agree with lydia . THEY ARE PUTTING HER ON A PEDESTAL . now that gary and jamie are out . i want lydia , rafe or dannii to win . dun want stupid idiots like stephenie and cindy to win . and infact . last series ian should have won okayy . not that firefighter . HMMPPHH .

2005-11-23T18:12:00.000-08:00

i dunno what the hell his name is but the guy playing cedric is DAM HOT SIAH . HAHA . hot hot hot . but he HAD to die . why couldnt fugly harry potty die instead . i mean atleast voldermort would be a happier person right ? but NO . all the cute and suave guys HAVE TO DIE . leaving us with the fugly harry potty . katie leung is okayy . not ravishingly beautiful . but can make it . i mean that fucktard jon would love to screw her i bet . anyway . last episode of wangzibianqingwa . REJOICE . tianyu and junhao can finally get married . HAHA . KANG CHENG XI is on tonight . whoots . and he's stripping to his boxers . double whoots . he looks dam hot siah . but diggory is hotter . LOL .

2005-11-23T17:24:00.000-08:00

yu call me a hypocrite when yu are the one who badmouths others when they are in the dumps and when they get all 'POPULAR' yu stick to them like glue . and yu call me an ahlian just cause i like benggs . i dont mind that . but yu writing that on yur blog . now thats just plain immature . i have had enough of yur shit . so stick to yur 'so-called' cliques cause if i had a friend like yu i wont need enemies . i have been nice enough to keep yu anonymous . and btw . he* doesnt suck . yu do . and although he isnt the cutest . yu arent usch a good-looker . and just to let yu know . yu dont know me well enough so kindly refrain from labelling me . THANK YU .

results . shit . so gonna freak out if i dont get 233 and above . argghh .
i love yu carmen . (:

2005-11-20T16:07:00.000-08:00

last night at aorund 11ish . i was msging josh . talking abt his problems . at the same time i was writing letters to my twinnie ONE . and all .then after that i did my restocking my pencil case list . and i have come to a conclusion . I AM SERIOUSLY BROKE . i mean i only had like freaking 20 bucks . which is like lame . i seriously need a rich bf . and fast . LOL . later josh msged me saying that he was tired and all that crap . so i decided to turn in too . but i couldnt sleep . so i sorta planned my secondary sch life out . but mainly on the base that i was ACTUALLY going to temasek . and then everything soon kinda fell into place yu know . like what i would do and everything . so if i dont get into temasek . I'LL FREAK OUT . 4 more dayys to results . argh . why dont they just give it to us now so we wont have to worry about it anymore ?? its pissing yu know . giving us so much stress . man it sucks . i cried a bit last night will planning out everything . i though about my twinnie ONE . and how much i would miss her . my jie meiis and all . if only there was only such thing called : SCHOOL . and like yu didnt have to be seperated from all yur friends . thatd be cool . but i know that some would just hate it if i was still in the same school as them . i mean like HELLO ? get a life . the world doesnt revolve around YU . yu as in being FOC . i know my limits . so if yu wanna bitch about me go ahead . its not like i'd care . i mean . who i go with or all that crap . isnt any of yur business . seriously . so please do me a favour . get a life . i'd appreciate it .

2005-11-19T22:01:00.000-08:00

continuing the list :
mandaa : i love yu many many . yu bring joys to my life . never will ever forget yu . yu mean practically my life . i dun wanna be seperated frm yu . MUAXX
aysha : love yu too . dont forget me for yur rhino or i'll bash yu upp . :)
jayne : GURL . yu rule dont forget that . LOVE YU alot too .

2005-11-19T14:20:00.000-08:00

i really wish 18th november 2005 would replay itself over and over again . i will truly miss all my daalings . TRULY . i got lots of things to write to them . so here goes :
twinnie ONE : i love yu . yes i do lots and lots . yu will always be my twinnie ONE . no one can replace yu .
meii ( daphne ): mummy here . go with me temasekk ok ?? i love yu so muchh . we had such fun times together . those memories are irreplaceble .
jiiemeii (percy): i love yu thousands .. thrrillions . millions . yu mean the world to me .without yu . i think i wont be the person i am today . i wont forget yu . NEVER WILL .
dajie/silverfishh:hey dajie . yu tall tall person . i laughed alot with yu . dont forget me when yu go st nicks kayy ?
carmen:luv yu too . just remember : CONSTIPATION SENSATION . LOL
zf: dont let anyone bring yu down . yu are a unique and special person . seize all opportunites in anyway within yur means . :) rmb yur imperfections make yu unique .

TO ALL P6 KCP-IANS OF 2005 . I'LL MISS YU LOTS !!! MUAXX .

2005-11-17T18:13:00.000-08:00

im so seriously boredd . nothing to do . nothing at all . even school was a bore too . such a bore that me, jeslyn, megan and zf took THIS :
now you know how boring the last few days of school can be . but heck . tomorrow is the last day !!!!

i love carmen cheah !!!!! thankies for giving me that swarovski abacus . CUTE CUTE CUTE . i was touched to tears mann . love yu .

2005-11-17T17:30:00.000-08:00

the wire is out . WOOHOO . and they polished my teeth so its SUPA shinyy . (: anyway . i collected the $20 bk price cause top the class fer prelim must collect one la . wendelynn , megan , dian , mariel and me were talking thruout when they were giving out the other prizes . so funn . maybe wendelynn is coming to church this sat . not too sure . hmm . i have just realised that results day is in a week's time ! *FREAK* what if i HAVE TO . ABSOLUTELY HAVE TO . go to kc ?? no saying its a bad sch or anything . but i dun wanna go there la . one of my wishes are eternal bliss (READ WISHLIST) and i think that going to kc isnt gonna give me eternal bliss . (not that the other secondary schs re-assure me that i am gonna get eternal bliss by choosing their sch . ) so must pray real hard . but its a bit too late i thinkk . passed up my paper liao . ): but anyway tomorrow is the last day of sch !!! *cries* and to all my daalings : yu'll always will be kept in my HEART . love you tons . always did .always will . wakakkas . MUACK .

2005-11-15T05:23:00.000-08:00

<3 you too much . to let you go .

muaxx .

2005-11-13T20:34:00.000-08:00

yesterday . had lots of laughs . i must say . i went to church for practice . and i saw sally and grace standing outside the church with the gate locked . so the first thing that came to my mind was : WOW . they are actually gonna welcome me into the church lehh . COOL . then i got off the taxi . and sally was moaning : THE GATE IS LOCKED . and i was like : -.-! so much for a welcome . then minxun came walking and waited with us . and we saw this green taxi coming . we thought it was lihui coming cause josiah will come in his dad's merc . the taxi turned . and i saw josiah's head . and fyi his head is really unique . so i look can tell its josiah . :))) so yeah he opened the gate . we went in started practicing . and etc etc . but one of the songs that really related to me was think about His LUV . go listen to it maybe you relate to it too . *winks* then after the worship and etc . me and grace walked around the church . and like josiah said . grace and i can walk around 5 times . and we'll always bump into josiah . FATE ? nah i dun think so . LOL . more like all of us walking at the same average speed .

anyway . i HOPEFULLY will be going to the mission trip . want to go . then i'll be the secretary's secretary . HAHA . cause the role secretary doesnt sound so appealing . but once you hear the secretary's secretary . BISH . you'll wanna sign up for the role as secretary . :) im the encourager . you know . the side-linerr . helps others not for selfgain . but out of pure LOVE . HAHA .
extras are:
`i pulled kenneth's shirt out of shape
`i bought pynkk charles and keithh flats .WOOHOO
`saw xiaoting and jon at parkway . sharing icecreamm so roumahh . yukkk .

how could i forget His love . how could i forget His mercy .
He satisfies . He satisfies .
He satisfies my desires .

2005-11-11T22:03:00.000-08:00

I <3 AMANDA CHAN JIAEN MANY MANY . MUAXX .

2005-11-11T12:42:00.000-08:00

grad party was a blast . didn win miss ij . but its alright . im all closer to my daalings: aishah . marie . megan . chloe . gabrielle . carmen . vanessa and bianca . love you lots . muackmuackmuack . gonna give joel chocs as a thankyouu pressie . :) he helped me out so much . i owe him a BIG HUGE GIGANTIC ONE . haha .

i love you
yes i do
i'll be with you as long as you want me too
until the end of time

MUAXX .

2005-11-10T12:02:00.000-08:00

yes . i guess its over . IM OFFICIALLY ~~friends , 'siblings' , 'attached to'~~ only acquainted to edward . yeah . its over . no more tears . we're done . nothing can change the fact that we wont be those two on the bus siting close together and laughing our heads of at the stupid peter pan advertisement . it wasnt as painful as i actually expected . so all you girls who have been head over heels in LURVE with him . hes officially single . :) hes all yours .

muaxx .

2005-11-08T14:31:00.000-08:00

he called me at 8 plus last night . then we talked . he xplained alot . but i doubt his sincerity . seriously . he say that he realised that she wasnt the one . but then like a few hrs ago he say she is . so fickle . maybe he just want me to be happy bah . but sincerity cuts it . not white lies . then . haiz . i dunno la . now its like evryone is fighting with guys . me and him* . grace and xd . wyelin and her guy . and mandaa and HER guy . its dam pissing . bleah . but God is my strength when i m weak . his grace is sufficient . (: anyway . this is to him* :

you want her ? zhui ta bah .
you want me ? tell me the truth (please) .
tattoos and piercings dont represent your love for me .
maybe your just eyecandy . and i dun actually like you .
maybe i still have feelings for ******** . and your just a passing infactuation .

God's <3 is affirming . i better go and do masterlife . :)))

2005-11-07T16:04:00.000-08:00

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Personality Disorder:	High
Schizoid Personality Disorder:	Low
Schizotypal Personality Disorder:	High
Antisocial Personality Disorder:	High
Borderline Personality Disorder:	Very High
Histrionic Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Narcissistic Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Avoidant Personality Disorder:	High
Dependent Personality Disorder:	Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	Moderate
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you see this ? yeah . this is me . having many personality disorders .

2005-11-07T03:40:00.000-08:00

its sad . how someone who was always that shoulder for you to cry on is taken for granted and then he just disappears from your life . and you cry days and nights wanting to turn back time just to have his shoulder there for you to cry on for the very last time . and that happens to everyone once in their lifetime . but has it happened to me ? maybe it has . cause right now . he seems preoccupied with HER . no not lifen . but THAT girl . he thinks that she may be the one for him though she ruined his life till liddat . so i just nod my head in approval . but behind his back i cry . mandaa . i too know what you're going through . but i cant bear to tell him the truth cause he doesnt want our friendship to end . damm . its beautiful alright . such a beautiful disaster . love so hurts . right now . i cant even find words to speak to him . im just going all nutsy-ku-ku . all i can say in his presence is 'uh..uh' and 'sure' . not words like 'whatever la you gundu pateh' or 'hey manbitch!' our friendship is too fragile . im scared that its on the brink of disappearing . read this . and thinkk . maybe it'd be better if you start daoing me eh . cause i love you too much to hurt you anymore . oh dam . i sounding so oh-so-so romantic .

heck . i know what shuyunnn is gonna say: ID PEACE BE cause your so dam fucking romantic right now !! and me and moss will go: ehhh shuyunnn thats not cool . ok ? that song is like so old . and then jon will go: but that song is nice what . not like moss' stupid 'im gay' song ! then we'l all laugh at moss and then jon for being a retard and the shuyunn for being so outdated and then they'll realise that they never laugh at me so they'll say: OMG she is so dam friggin short ! and diaoz la . and then every passer-by will look at us and roll their eyes . AND THEN we'll quieten down . :) and then i'll give moss that dandan look and then we will all start roaring in lafter . and definitely one of the uncles will go: oi ! bi zui ! wo zai shui jiao ah ! and by that time we will get off the bus . and walk to parkway . always liddat one . :) im amazed .

2005-11-06T20:23:00.000-08:00

okay . a simple conversation via sms between me and my baobeii eddy can go like this:
E: zao an baobei !
Me: zao an your head ah . already 4 pm can still say zao an .
E: i went out last night came back at only 4 am .
Me: haha . where got ppl so dumb come back only 4am .
E: me lorh . you calling me dumb ah ?
Me: yes . yes . LOL . how was the 2nd tattoo ?
E: painful la . what else .
Me: erm . painleesss ?
E: yoou siao one ah . you know how much it cost me ?
Me: how much ? i know it must have made you bankrupt liao .
E: ya . 200bucks hor .
Me: gundu pateh . spend precious money on some tattoo .
and the conversation is going on until now we're still talking . fun fun fun . i tell you . i always have fun talking to him .tomorrow is the rehearsal . wish me luck . :)

2005-11-03T21:33:00.000-08:00

haha . today has been a fabulous day . i took the mrt to boonlay . i met shuyunn(muaxx babe) . and we were just talking abt how lame moss is by telling the world he's gay . then there were these few guys . who approached us . then they asked us . xiaojies, wo men ke yi zhi dao ni men de dian hua hao ma mah? then we were like -_-!" then the most ah-beng one asked:xing bu xing? and i said:BU XING! then they laughed and said: oh okay bye! so wu liao la they all . then i met audrey . we went to jurong point and then we bought tix to sky high . we shopped at this fashion and i bought this really cute white tee . while she bought this EXTRA short abercrombie skirt . by the time we finished was already 1.50 so we went to the cinemas to watch sky high . i must say.. sky high is SUPA nice . better than skeleton key . so it was definitely worth the $9.50 . then we walked around more . and i bought this extra nice belt from chameleon . then we took a 30 to her hse . we played on the computer . and we scanned the sketch of us that we took at zone-x . then we listened to the chicken little song . haha . yes .im singing it now . ADDICTIVE . later audrey passed me her calvin klein heels to wear to the grad party . yeah!! i got shoes to wear!!! so mainly thats my day in a nutshell . if your wondering why i liked sky high sooo much.. well because theres this phrase in it that goes like this:"OMG . i just made out with an old woman!"

2005-11-01T11:03:00.000-08:00

my life is getting suckier by the day.
edward.. i miss you so much.
you there the one with the hair.. GO AWAY!

2005-10-28T15:33:00.000-07:00

he said hi to me on the bus and when i was abt leave he said bye to me. but other than that he practically daoed me. his way of acting cool? or is he trying to shirk me off so that he can enjoy his hols? its so frustrating. i should have ALOT of white hair now. i want to explain to him alot of things. but if he doesnt come. i cant do anything. ARGHHHHHH. stupid stupid me. i could have asked him so much stuff yesterday when he dropped off at the kcp stop. now i cant even find the courage to approach him. shit. i hate my life right now. it was so much better yesterday. allalalal.

2005-10-27T17:47:00.000-07:00

okaaaayyyyyy. so today was a prettty average day for me.. i got up late rushed thru my breakfast. the wire hurt like shit. changed into my sch uni quick. then ran down the stairs as the friggin lift was spoilt. and guess who was behind me and my mum? yup. it was none other than weichong. ugh. so i dashed down as fast as my size 4 feet could carry me. lala. so things were going as normal. YUEN CHING REBONDED HER HAIR. it looks... hehe. better not say it la.so we were abt to get off the bus and i got off first. then i turned when aysha said hi and some guy said hello bak. and it was weichong. ya. i freaked out alot. then he asked aysha who was liz and she pointed to me. and he said hi. and i was -_-!". and i said hi bak... and aiya the rest is history. we're just frens and nothing else... and everyone was like: ohmy goodness!!! LIZZZZZ.!!! and i was still -_-!" so yeah i kinda breezed thru sch in a freaked out daze. haha. i feel so retarded now... dunno why. lalala. yeahyeah. everythings changing and i dun feel the same..

2005-10-26T15:00:00.000-07:00

shit. the stupid wire is pain like shit. ughughugh. i love edward. he shouted at jeremy because jeremy was making fun of me.stupid asshole jeremy. i'll kick ur ass anytime! so what if you already have a gf??? i dun like you lor. so get the friggin facts straight. go and tell your gf you like her. don be so haolian laa. tell me: ohhh you know i love her alot.. i have only her in my heart. well hello? you dont have a place in my heart too. so get lost. loser. your a friggin 20 years old. its not like i'd die without you. sheesh.and when i slapped you on the back.. no. its doesnt prove my friggin affection for you. i do that to phua hsuante too. does that mean i like him?? nope. not at all.

SO SHUT THE HELL UP!

btw. im miss ij for my class. BLEAH.

2005-10-24T14:54:00.000-07:00

yesterday.. xd, yl, kc, liz g., grace and me went to plaza sing. me and grace met the guys at plaza sing after bapt class. liz g came half an hr later. we gals took neos while the guys went playing the retarded game at the arcade. but before we left i fought with xd over his hat. haha. we met them later and all of us bought nachos with extra cheese before entering the cinema. we watched skeleton key. it was so scaryyyyyyy. me and liz goh were using xd's cap to cover our faces. and we were pulling each other's sleeve. grace was squealing away while the guys were just leaning bak and watching with no emotion AT ALL. the ending was.. lets just say.. not worth $9.50. then xd, yl and kc went to the meridien while liz, me and grace walked around a bit. and i bought xd his birthday present. a stupid turtle thingy he was eyeing. so we walked all the way to the meridien and i passed him his birthday present. later grace and liz had to go leaving me with the guys.. i was the only girl there. (grace shrieks in horror) so we got ACQUAINTED. and we started playing this lame but fun thumb game. kc wonn. tho eventually we lost track of the points..then we played zap bang! i lost most of the time. :( then we left for the mrt. we waited for mrt to come and while waiting we took a pic of our reflection in the mirror. stupid xd started making fun of my height.. then the mrt arrived. we got of at raffles place and boarded the other mrt and soon yl left followed by kc and only xd and i were left. we boarded the mrt and it was really crowded. he started making seriously lame jokes abt my height. hmmph. then he left at aljunied but not before taking his hat bak. I WANT HIS HAT!!!!!!!!!! haha. so thats mainly what happened yesterday without all those lame stuff happening. maybe i wanna go out again with them this sunday.. :) btw. i didn go to sch today.. you guess why.

2005-10-22T16:39:00.000-07:00

edward just finished talking to me on the phone. he quit smoking liao. im so happy for him. praying does do miracles. he said he was moved when i prayed with him. and he thot i was crying so he decided to quit. all while i was in malaysia!! he is the only guy i can actually tok on the fone with for hourssss. most of his khaki thinks we're dating. but there are simply no SPARKS. no FIREWORKS. he is my brudder and im his baobei. he will protect me cause im his precious lil thing. those fotos we took were just us playing with the camera. they werent signs of us in lurve. i may have kissed him on the cheek once or twice. but hes my brudder and losing him is like losing david. and that would be horrid. we both know that. so plz. stop spreading rumours abt us. jealousy does not bring you anywhere. maybe you like him. but unfortunately he doesnt. he has someone else in his heart. not me. not you. but lifen. we arent a couple. im only p6 and he's sec3. our feelings may have run loose somewhere. but we sorted them all out. we're sibs. that you carnt seperate us. try. and you'll fail.

2005-10-22T10:27:00.000-07:00

wheeee. just came bak frm malaysia. this has been the best shopping spree eveeeerrrr. wanna know what i bought? ask me personally. :) yessss. im happy happy happy. on the train ride bak i discovered two very INTERESTING things. first. HE has a very big and white dog that looks supa nice. anddddd. he toked to my mum TWICE. yes twice. now how coincidental isit? i was sure freaked out. but i culdnt let my mum now. so i remained straight face. anyway....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EVERYONE BORN IN OCTOBER!!!
and that will be: grace, anthea, kenneth, minxun, lisha, jingxiong, dalia, matthias and my daaling edward oh, and stoopid moss too. anyone i've missed out.. tell me and i'll make it up to you in anyway within my means.edward got a tattoo. im freaked out by it. and im gonnna see it on monday. hopefully its nice. if not..... haha. edward now you have a stupid pic stuck on your body for the rest of your life. how did you hide it frm your dad or even sneak out of the hse? you're amazing. and amazing isnt necessarily a good thing you know. i wish all the best to jon and xiaoting. even tho i havent seen her before but i bet she 's supa chioh. now stupid moss. hes been under a rock lately. none of us have heard anything new abt him. CONGRATS moss. you're finally a gud boy after all that fooling around. must do well for your Os. and do your little sister proud. so i can put my head up highhhh.and stop telling me and shuyunn that you're gay, you're so NOT.

2005-10-17T03:52:00.000-07:00

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i hav given up on you.y make my life difficult. why torment me and kip me in the dark, waiting. i know. my feelings for you are still there inside my <3. but i cant take it. i have to let go. im sorry. i know that you probably wunt be reading this.. but i still am sry. i know i really disappointed you. so im sry. even if im not forgiven. you're in my heeeert. but ive no hope in ever seeing you again. it pains me everytime i think abt it. im sorry..
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going to malaysia tonite.. gonna get presents for jac, eva, sue, jess.. hmm. and maybe.. grace?? yaa only maybe. she ganged up with jeriel to bully me. so she only maybe. hmmph. yup thats what you get when you bully me. haha. you read the thing in the dottess right??? yup i give up on him liao. no use already. wheewheee. enuff of him liao. i seriously give up lor. so yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

GOD <3 ME.

2005-10-15T20:59:00.000-07:00

jux came bak frm kris' cg. supa fun. let me recount frm the beginning:

i came out of the lift and guess who i saw?? yes. it was none other that wc. i was seriously freaking out. he looked so pissed at me abt the letta thing. i felt so embarrassed. i wanted to approach him and tell him that i was sry but my dad was around. so haiz. cannot. then kris' taxi was waiting fer me so i made a mad dash to the taxi and hopped in. and it was then that i met the wonderfull joyclyn!!! haha. we got along very well. so anyway then when we reached BLC. we went to the court. andreas, dazzlyn(i lurve that name!!), sarah and bex were there playing rugby. so we just sat and watched them play. after that kris and joy brought me to meet romans. and porter was there(kris:hinthint). and romans was vry nice. porter was jux.. DAO. yeah. DAO. then we wen into the yuf rm.. nothings much happened until we went to the busstop. oh yeah. TIM IS SO CUTE. hehe. got that seriously innocent look. hahaz. anyway porter's hand had a lot of plasters on it cuz of the cutting and everything. PORTER QUITE CUTE TOO. but they both so DAO so not my type. we waited for the bus for like half an hr. and when we boarded there were like so many bedok something secondary sch ppl. they screamed and shouted like nobody's business. so rude. then i wanted to move so i shouted excuse me and some retard just shouted bak SORRY and he didn even move his butt. and one of those guys was talking abt drugs and all and when he was abt to get off he made such a big commotion that i rolled my eyes. and he said the f**k to me. i was so damm pissed i said :you a-hole. and he just said shit and got of the bus. well then l8r we reached amanda's hse. we had worship and then we played this ball game and we had these nickx
~PRETTY porter~MACHO minoru~TALKATIVE tim~SMART sarah~BRIGHT becky~JOYFUL joyclyn~EVIL elizabeth~KIDDY kristel~ATROCIOUS amanda~ IIIIIIII ivy~SENSITIVE shermaine~ROMANTIC romans~AMAZING andreas~DISGUSTING dazzlyn(my idea)~APPEALING amy~KAYPOH kenneth~
i know i missed out quite a few names. cause i forgot most of them liao.
but somehow i was so daomei. i had the ball hit my head 3 times and it wasnt even my turn to catch the ball. then i had to leave early cuz my mum needed to go home. but it was really fun and hopefully i'l be going on the 29th. i may be ponning guitar class. so watch this spaceeeee.

GOD <3 ME

2005-10-15T10:26:00.000-07:00

whewwhewwhew. wang zi bian qing wa rocks.... tianyu is so dammm friggin cute!!!!! yups. and mingdao is supa suai. haiz but enuff of wang zi bian qing wa. today xd MUST go church. and he MUST NOT wear his slippers and shorts!!!!!! if not i'l stuff his mouth full of bananas!!!!! i know he likes it but im gonna gorge him with bananas untill he wishes to never ever see a banana again!!! lol. im so horrible. haha. today i wun be going to church. i'l be going to kris' cg. a bit scared i wun fit in and all. cuz maybe they one look think i ahlian then they dao me.. :( but i know that God will have a way for me.. even for wc. He'l have a way for me for that too. oh yaa. now yc and aysha are blaming me for that incident on wed. shiitttyyy sshhiiitttty meee.oh welss. ive learnt frm xd that if you feel depressed eat a banana. and yeah.. ive been eating lots of those. jac & i are gonna go to the starwars exhibition in nov.. gonna be so cool. with all the litesabers... haha. i sound like a boy. hehe. but starwars rocks. thers no denying it.

God <3>
I wun deny it.

2005-10-14T15:48:00.000-07:00

ok.. so i totally screwed myself upp. hes avoiding me now. and i feel like shit. i just gave him that friggin embarrassing letter and he was blushing thru out. and i felt like a complete dorkkess. i know i suck. shut up already. maybe if i had been able to contain my feelings this wun hav happened. anyway. i went to cut my hair. kris said i look like an ahlian. mum says i look lyk a bohchap gangster and eva, jac, sue said that i look lyk a butch. but i think i look friggin retarded. oh wells. i feel.. depressed. haha. i culd have expected it right? so yesterday sue, jac and i wen to parkway. i bought pressies for kenneth,mx,lisha and ant. and i got myself the lite blu esprit bag. hooray. haha. hav been watching one tree hill. haylie(bethany joy lenz) has taught me lots of things and shes so damm friggin chioh!!!!!!! craig david's seperate ways makes me cry. it makes me rmb the incident that happened on wed. ill probably never be able to see him again. shitt. haiz. BUT-

GOD <3>

and right now thats all that matters...

2005-10-10T18:47:00.000-07:00

me= TWISTED.
i luv percy. she rox. i hate myself. im so damm friggin TWISTED.

you dun haf ta accept it if ya dun plan on giving me one TOO! a-hole. sucker. retard. i hate EUUUUUU! (no percy im not scolding ya.im scolding someone else.)YOU THINK YOURE SO FUNNY?? WELL THINK AGAIN LOSER!im dammm pissed now. you hav just ruined the supposedly best day of my life A-HOLE!

ahh. i feel so much better. :)

luv ya percy.. jus dun fall fer me. im not ready for it. :)

2005-10-10T11:18:00.000-07:00

PSLE IS OVER!!!!! WOOHOO!!!!!!! yeah. anyway. some very funny and very EMBARRASSING stuff happened during the psle period.

scenario 1:
laoshi: girls! you're psle is coming in 3 days time! if you dun wanna buck up thats not my problem!
jess:lao shi!!! stop blocking the board!
me: I want fish!(dun ask me WHY i said that. it was a spur of the moment thing.)

scenario 2:
jess: eva! oh eva![throws ppr to eva, which unfortunately lands on jac's butt]
jac:OH NO! the ppr is molesting me!!!!(i know.. vry lame. but its typical jac.)

scenario 3:
me:eva!! PAPER WAITRESS!
eva:[grabs ppr and starts hitting me]
me:dun think i cant retaliate![grabs chinese psle bklet and starts hitting eva]
{continuos hitting}
eva:[walks away in disbelief that 'dainty' & 'demure' liz could actually win]

scenario 4:
daphne's hair=rambutan bush( actually its more of a 'fashion statement' rather than scenario)

scenario 5:
me: hey jx! i didn bring my bible. can i sit nxt to you and can you share it with me?
jx:err. the shelf there got bible...
me:-_-!"

anyway.. i cant wait to go to kristel's CG!!!!!! woohoo. luv y'all..

2005-10-07T20:01:00.000-07:00

for two days he didn take the bus so i was pretty worried.. ok freaked out as i was afraid he got dengue. so i pray.. pray to God. i didn even pray abt my PSLE. i juz prayed for his safety. thnk goodness he took the bus today. i heaved a HUGE sigh of relief. but he probably didn even notice me AS USUAL. eng, maths and chinese were O-K- but i shuldnt get complaecent. edward, amos and jon are going w/ me to parkway nxt wk. cant wait. but grace is freaking out. hehe. but i hav faith in them. they're my BRUDDERS. they wun harm me. edward pierced his eyebrow along time ago but i only noticed it recently. it dammm dammmm cool. hehe. he put a ring there. i was freaking out at first. but he looks cool with it. so yeah. and hes smoking but he's nice. he makes it a point to not smoke in front of me or before he's gonna meet me. but NO, HES NOT MY BOYFRIEND! i wish but nah. hes not so THERE.

2005-09-24T19:06:00.000-07:00

got this from someone's site. found it funny so im gonna put it down too. btw: i know my blog sux but just bear with it for at most 3 wks!

10years ago I:
-turned 2
-fell down from those horses on a merry-go-round and chipped my tooth

5 years ago I:
-turned 7
-lived a happy life in nz (no exams!)

2 years ago I:
-turned 10
-had a friggin' biased teacher

1 year ago I:
-became a cerise5-ian
-met the most retarded person ever: jacqueline lim

yesterday I:
-cut my wrists(addictive! :))
-talked to laobee on the phone
-got caught having a safety pin on my belt

today I:
-talked to kristel & laobee on the phone
-pon guitar class :)

tomorrow I will:
-go to church
-finish of all extra h/w
-stone..

three snacks i enjoy:
-crisps
-potato chips
-crispy potato chips!

three things i can't live without:
-God
-my parents
-oxygen

three things i could buy with $1000:
-INFINITE packets of CRISPY POTATO CHIPS!!!
-ipod nano
-a jellyfish!

three bad habits i have:
-stoning
-
-

three things i would never wear:
-sarah ann's armpit hair
-sarah ann's nose hair
-anything sarah ann wears(READ:sarah ann has worn the above too)

five shows i like:
-one tree hill
-the simpsons
-fairly odd parents
-spongebob
-judging amy

three places i've lived:
-singapore
-nz
-timbuctu

three names you go by:
-liz
-liz-biz(dont you dare call me that)
-oi!(strangers who i accidentally bump into call me that)

three things you like about yourself:
-i have friends
-God loves me
-i love God

three things you dislike about yourself:
-i look horrid
-i feel horrid
-i am horrid

three things that scare you:
-jeslyn's sister
-my youngest brother
-and that scary one reading this....

three of your everyday essentials:
-handphone
-computer
-TV(bahh. yes.. materialistic me..)

three things you're wearing right now:
-spectacles
-animaniacs tee
-white shorts

three of your fav bands/musical artists:
-WHITE STRIPES!!!
-mariah carey
-all the great singers out there

three of your fav songs at present:
-we belong together
-sugar we're going down
-all the nice white stripes songs

two truths and a lie(in no particular order)
-i have not been studying for my PSLE
-i'm in lurve with a monkey
-i can play the drums

three of your fav hobbies:
-singing
-stoning
-singing and stoning

three things you want to do really badly right now:
-go orchard
-do my PSLE and get it over and done with
-kiss my sorrows good-bye...

three careers you're considering:
-a singer(gonna have to work real hard for it)
-a professional darth-vader*evil grin*
-????

three places you wanna go on vacation:
-oz
-america
-timbuctu

three things you want to do before you dieee:
-tell him i like him
-listen to any white stripes song one last time
-kiss my sorrows GOODBYE!!!!

2005-09-17T14:19:00.000-07:00

was talking to grace abt.. yes.. that person. and i told her abt him being shunned by most peeps coz of his speech impendiment. and his bestfriend who is like a total jerkk. and he acts so cool abt it saying that hes use to his bestfriend acting liddat. now how cool is that?? he also told me that he had a false dengue fever alarm.. haha. dam funny. abt his mum overeacting and insisting that he go to the hospital. i prefer his new bag. the blu and gray adidas one. its niceee. niceer than that brown converse bag. but ugh.. his ear is getting infected laa. he pierce then take it out the next day. so now its all red and swollen. hehe. i touched it and it was throbbing!!! yikes. poor guy. but thankfully he wasnt caught by the teachers or anything. if not it would be worse. watched beyond the axis of truth2 last night. so sad. liangxing asked wusang to kill her so that she would save pinyu and she wrote that letter to xueming to save him and nobody could save liangxing. i guess thats what blood is thicker than water means. risk your life to save your loved ones. but i cant wait to watch the part where roy chiu appears.. hes so shuai!!

my list of shuai ges are:
weijian
HIM
the other him
nathan hartono
roy chiu
junyang
sebastian

all so shuai.. *daydreaming*

2005-09-16T22:23:00.000-07:00

woohoo. boarded the bus with aysha, kris, yc and janye. saw rhino again. hehe. looks can laa. but pretty short hor.. then aysha wans me and kristel to give him a stupid survey to find out what his name is... oohlala. anyway. i have seen ultimate bitchiness. ugh. dian is angry at jessica for not giving a dam abt her feelings. which i have to admit jessica can be very UNFEELING at times. so jessica was complaining that dian was being unreasonable. but come'on laa. she cried leh.. and yet you still dun wanna apologise... haiyoo. well.. still thinking abt HIM.. haiz. he brings a smile to me face. but i know i'll never be with him.. oh wells. life sucks but i might as well get the best out of it yaa

2005-09-12T02:46:00.000-07:00

well... hmm. thought of HIM today in school. haha. wasnt really paying attention in class. uh-oh. hehe. well today i boarded this supa supa late bus and it was so packed. uhh. and when i reached sch it was already 7am so i had to make a dash to class(well not really a dash.. more like a brisk walk. lol) and shimei has finally come back to school after coming down with h.f.m disease! jackie asked me abt HIM. and i simply replied that i have not seen him in 2weeks. and eva asked me abt the OTHER him(yaa. i know.. so many hims one.)haha. but what i told her only.... she knows... buahaha. ya wells. still thinking of HIM. so yeah. well mum calling byee.

2005-08-09T15:25:00.000-07:00

played drums last last sunday.. i was so scared!!!! lol. playing this sat. even more scared!!lol. now i dun feel like quitting drums anymore... :) prelims coming soon.havent really been studying. sighes.hopefully. it wunt be THAT hard..

2005-07-23T18:20:00.000-07:00

heyhey. know i nebba blog for so damn loong.bleah. mish my com. mish looking at tian's blog. i so outdated liao that i didn even noe she changed it. bleah. going thru the great depression right now. even thought of quitting drums. :(

2005-05-13T15:41:00.000-07:00

damn. i cried last nyt while watching american idol at 10 again. emotional. thats what i am. i culdnt control it. haiz. den 2dae we were walking down 2 the hall 2 get our maths pprs. thn megan told me 2 du that good luck right foot thing wif her. den i juz broke down saying it wunt help. if it did. y didn he get thru? haiz. thts juz mii being pathetic i spose. thn we got bak our maths ppr. i got 67/100 n thts d worst i haf eva gotten 4 my maths. so being the emotional person i m. i cried. thn luckily after tht it was the chinese ppr. i had 82 1/2 over 100. n i beat eva by 1 measly mark but hu cares??? i still beat her. hehe. so i started being happi again. den i walked 2 d bus stop wif kristel. n she was crying cuz she failed both her maths n chinese. n so i tried my best comforting her. den i met jillian. n she too was supa sad cuz she didn get A* 4 any subject n her mum was gonna cane her. amanda was oso vry scared n she didn wanna go bak hm. n den we boarded d bus. on the bus we prank called amanda's bro. n den she used my hp 2 call him n thn i said: plz leave a msg after the tone. BEEP! n thn she hung up... hehe. so muchh fun. but it wun last. 4 more mths till PSLE written ppr. haiz....

2005-05-12T21:09:00.000-07:00

okiee. 2dae wasnt a good daee. i cried big time b4 choir started cuz anthony.. was.. sigh.. kicked out of american idol. i was lyk so sadd. so many gd things were happening 2dae. thn this had 2 come. n it was his best performance yesterdae!!!! nothing can make me smile now. i feelll so lost... sighes. okae. enough of my crying yaa. well the best thing was that i found out i gt 83/95 4 my english ppr. which is vry gd considering that i neva reali studied. haiz. thn after sch. mii, nic, sue, huiying n babanana wen galavanting round marine cresent. hehe it was so fun. but bad news had 2 come...... why... must bad things ALWAYS happen 2 mii. haiz... only jesse's beautiful soul can comfort mii now...

2005-05-07T16:26:00.000-07:00

Jesse McCartney
'She's No You'

They got a lotta girls
Who know they got it going on
But nothing's ever a comparison to you
Now can't you see that your the only one I really want
And everything I need
Is everything you do?
Any girl walk by, don't matter'
Cause your looking so much better
Don't ever need to get
Caught up in jealousy
She could be a super-model
Every magazine... the cover
She'll never, ever mean a thing to me...

[Chorus:]
She's no you... oh, no
You give me more than I could ever want
She's no you
I'm satisfied with the one I've got
'cause your all the girl
That I've ever dreamed
She's only a picture on a magazine
She's no you... she's no you

They got a lot of girls
Who dance in all the videos
But I prefer the way you do,
The way you move
You're more than beautiful
And I just wanna let you know
That all I ever need
Is what I've got with you
Any girl walk by, don't matter
Every time your looking better
I think your perfect
There ain't nothing I would change
She could be a super-model
Every magazine... the cover
She'll never, ever take my heart away

[Repeat chorus]

No one's ever gonna get to me
Oh, the way you do
Now baby can't you see
That you're the one... the only one
Who's ever made me feel this way?
Nothings ever coming even close
No one's ever been comparable to you
I don't want nothing
I don't got
I don't need nothing but you
I can't get more than you're given me
Don't stop anything you do.
Your all that... all that, and then some
You know what... just what I need
And no girl, no place and no where
Could mean a thing to me.

[Repeat Chorus:]

getting joel's guitar 2dae. yeshh. so happi l8r going 2 church at around 6.30pm. n thn will b coming hm at 8.30pm. after guitar class ends. in d same class as isaac(bleah!), kenneth, gracia, jerome n a few others i 4gt liao. yeahh. aniwae...gtg. will blog after exams yaa.

buaiz.

2005-05-06T19:58:00.000-07:00

so happii!!! hehe. anthony got in n scot got da boot. hehe. yeshhh. megan, eva n mii LUVE anthony!! he's so cute. goshie. goshie. goshie. hehee. fallin' head over heeels in lurve with jesse mcCartney n Anthony... *sigh* they're so CUTE! hehe. enough abt demm. lol. aniway. on thurs i was on da bus wif mandaa, fawn n yanching. we had so much fun. den yanching said dat all around us der r boys of diff shapes, sizes, colours n patterns. n wen i heard that i was lafing lyk siaoo. it was solely BIMBOTIC. hehe. maybey im becoming one??? NOOOOO! den 2daee aisha told me abt yanching saying dat der r 2 types of girls: acting n non-acting. seriously BIMBOTIC, wahaha.

2005-04-23T15:47:00.000-07:00

now i noe y simple plan wrote welcome 2 my life. 2 b hurt. 2 b lost. 2 b left out in d dark. 2 b kicked wen ur down. feel lyk youu've been pushed around. 2 b on d edge of breaking down n no one's der 2 save youu. she had 2 backstabb/betray/ bitch abt mii. dose wer d 3 things i h8 d MOST. n she had 2 du it. well she's so gonna regret it. if she read dis she beta feel guilty. she's dunn so much badd stuff 2 mii. after all i helped her wif. such a petty-minded freak. wad can i expect out of herr. ders 1 word 2 describe her: PATHETIC. yaa. dats wad she is. pretended 2 b mii fren so dat she culd copy mii h/w. DISGUSTING. ATROCIOUS. hmpph! well i feel so muchh beta after venting mii anger.

2005-04-22T17:57:00.000-07:00

heyy. yeaps. well d frisbee thing wen SUPERB. us, shut up( i noe lame name) beat simple plan. we're challenging stars dis tues.erm. mich called mii. she's hafing a lot of funn at her new schh. she said she has a new hobby. BOY WATCHING. lyk as if she didn du it b4. hehe. she oso said dat maybey she can cum mii hse sumtime. n i was lyk NOOOO!!!! my hse is lyk a complete mess compared 2 hers lorh. so den she sounded quite pissed. n den we toked a bit crapp. n den i gt of d fone. n she msged mii saeing dat we wuld b frenx 4evaa. so swtt. i lurff mich. shes alwaes been such a nyc personn. mii daarlinng michh. i lurff YOUU!

--mii daarliing chiobuu michh--
--i LuRFf YoUU!--

2005-04-17T17:58:00.000-07:00

yesterdae was eva's partiiie. hehe. supa fun. had a grt time. well i reached der at 3pm. den we (as in sue, jac, huiying n mii) brought d stuff up 2 d function rm. den we sat on d chairs n acted lyk retards. den eva realisedd dat we didn haf enough water bombs n stuff so we wen 2 d toilet n started filling d water balloons up. howeva.. mii n sue HAD 2 use d unlucky tap n we ended up getting ourselves SOAKED big time. yeah. den we brought d water bombs up. on d way up we met jessica der. we den wen up n continued being retards. den all of d rest came. n we had a grt time. esp d questionairee. all d 3 tyms i gt soaked. but it was 4 a funn cause. den we played water bombs. we den wen 2 change n eat. after dat we played d treasure hunt. wen we finished jessica, claudette n dalia 'accidentally' fell in2 d pool. den l8r everybdi wen hm. n soon it was mii turn. hmm. yeaps.

2005-04-13T19:22:00.000-07:00

idiot poser. STOP posing as mii. wad haff youu against mii? youu noe if i met youu face 2 face. vulgarities wuld b hurled at youu! n youu will regret it cuz youu haff juz pissed mii off. n i will get back at youu BIG TIME!

2005-04-13T18:58:00.000-07:00

gosh. i feel so depressed. i did horribly 4 1.6km run cuz i had muscle cramps n stiches. it felt horrible. came in lyk d few last. vry scared i fail den haf 2 du re-test againn. sian. i felt horrid after tt lorh. its lyk i came in so l8. sian. im scared. hmmm. sian. hopefully least get C lorh. den d 5 items i du supa well den can get gold. hmm. h8 her. shes such a liar. she said she wuld run wif mii during d run. den we i had d cramps she purposely ran off. n hn summore tell sue tt she ran wif mii lorhs. hmm. but nvm. i will du betta nxt yr. haha. :)))

2005-04-10T19:42:00.000-07:00

erm. yeah. changed mii blog cuz i was kinda sick of d old one. yeah.aniwae. i get tired of things real fast if youu didn notice. yeah. wen 2 plaza sing. 2dae. erm bought girl, 15 charming but insane. its such a fabb blk carnt seem 2 put it down. well oni now m i putting it down actually. hehe. aniwae. i dunno y but tian saes her blogg is UGLY. but it isnt lorh. its juz PINK. hehe. but pink is nice.